I fucking hate that blacktop. My front tooth is gone. GONE, because of that blacktop. Because of Derek…I feel so fucking shitty. No one to go to to just make me feel better. Just me, and it’s not enough. I’m not enough to make myself feel okay. This sucks…I don’t want to go to school tomorrow…I don’t want to look like this. Feel, like this. I can’t stand it.